07-21-01 @ 8:07 pm EDT

Ladies and gents, it's The Amazing InvisiJournal! :)

(I have to wonder if it's because it's set for registered users and higher only? Seems it wouldn't be, I think we're mainly the people who hang out around here. Is it the title? "Skew" isn't THAT boring, is it?)

Fave site still down. I just remembered something strange I read a couple of days before it happened. There is a user there, SN, who is...I was just about to say a complete nutjob, but she's not completely crazy. She's not in her right mind either, though. She was kicked off the site before for the trouble she caused; she showed up twice more to cry out for people to "LET ME GO, LEAVE ME ALONE!" when people WERE. Then a "friend" of hers who sounded JUST LIKE HER--and who claimed to be a shrink (oh, so he's QUALIFIED to say she's sane)--showed up and bitched just like she did. Then he left to go to a "commune" (riiiiight) and now SHE is back. Griping and whining and bitching about all the injustices committed against her, how much she hates all of us, how the brainless sheep (oh, I'm one of them :) ) go along with the "cliques" to asskiss and throw her off, etc. MAN what a nutbar. She claims her real life is incredibly satisfying ("I'm beautiful for my age (she claims she's 50 and has a picture of like a 20-something woman on her profile, saying it's her--RIIIIIIGHT!), I have a high IQ, I help disturbed children, I have a loving family, I have a great job and a nice house, bla bla bla"--well--if her real life is so grand--why must she spend so much of it online at a site she hates so much?? I dunno. She never answers that question. I think she's a glutton for pain.

Anyway...somebody posted a message saying, "Spread a rumor about another member here." It was meant in fun, and everybody began spreading silly rumors. (For example, don't tell anybody--but I'm REALLY Anne Rice! Shhhhh!) SN piped up with her usual bull--"This site's code is going to be hacked at noon (or three--can't remember which) on Friday." Somebody said, "That's not funny," she threw a hissy fit--"FINE, I'll let all of you SHEEP have your fun without me," and left the soap.

Between noon and three on Friday, the site went down.

?

So I'm left wondering...HOW would she know this? Unless the webmaster let her in on it and was responsible for taking the site down himself (he vowed to delete any mention of her previous kicking off after I mentioned it, but he didn't keep his word and let her get away with all kinds of shit--well, he WOULD let her get away with it--if he was in on the whole thing with her), OR unless she really DOES know somebody who can hack. Before she just seemed like a loon. Now, I have to wonder...

Plus no word yet from the webmaster. For supposedly caring for the site so much, he sure is going out of his way to keep us informed. NOT.

Well, the place WAS out of funding...but the timing, after SN's prediction, is far too fishy for me...

I just came across a small bit of writing from someone who cuts himself, asking for others to let him know if he's sick or not, because he's not depressed. I wanted to reply as I've been in a similar situation...but why obligate myself to reply when I don't think he'd agree with what I have to say. He's not sick...but I think he really MAY be depressed, or at least, not happy, deep inside. I injure myself as well, seemingly when I'm bored...but I know I have a lot of unhappiness and anger locked up inside.

Hm...he didn't say he wasn't ANGRY. That could very well be it...

Well, why bother going into that any further when this is The Amazing InvisiJournal. :)

(Eh, I'm not even gonna link to it, please find the "HP LOVECRAFT WORD SEARCH" in my Junk Drawer and let me know why it's so awful!)