09-15-01 @ 4:29 am EDT

I just found out they're testing instant messenger here. Eek!! I kept getting rid of popups before realizing--I shouldn't BE getting popups!--so I decided to look at one and see if it was coming from Stories.com so I could go and complain on the General Forum board. An IM list!! And a message. Yike, I closed about three of those things before realizing what it was. I'm so rude!!

From now on I should log myself out when going offline, just so no one tries to message me only to receive no response. I'm bad enough at IM as it is!! <:) I hope nobody tries to hold a conversation with me, I'm so lousy at those and I just look even ruder when I can't reply...

Hm, my collarbones are bony. I wish the rest of me was.

Hmmuah, not much else, tried bruising my hip, and finally stated my mind on the whole WTC issue on BF--"I can't change your opinion if you think bombing innocent people will solve things, but could you all at least quit saying that people against war, like myself, are crazy or stupid or unpatriotic?"--bla bla bla...the thing is the people who have been saying this the loudest are some of the people I respect the most otherwise...but I HATE feeling like they're insulting me every day I go in there...I don't call them bloodthirsty maniacs for THEIR opinions...so I hope they can see my point without getting pissed off or losing all respect for me. I hated having to do that, but I hate being told I'm a coward who hates America even more. I may be a coward, I don't deny it--but not because I hate war. I hate KILLING. And I LOVE America.

I wouldn't stay here otherwise!!