09-25-01 @ 4:40 am EDT

One last entry before I go...

Apologies...perhaps the reason I've never put much stock in them. They are quick to come, and quick to go, their meaning as frail as tissue paper torn by wind and rain. Once the storms come, we see how strong an apology really is, how quickly it vanishes into nothing, to be replaced by the sharp lightning barbs of insults and blame.

At the very least, I have seen and learned that there are other people in the world whose emotions and opinions change as rapidly and unpredictably as mine do. I only hope they realize.