09-11-01 @ 11:02 am EDT

I need to get to bed. I should have been in bed an hour ago. I can't believe this.

They just can't be human. That's the only thing I can think of that makes any sense. People who do things like that and are proud of it can't be human. Humans aren't so evil. How can people do things like this and claim it's in the name of God? How could they have gotten the idea God is proud of them? What did those people ever, ever do to them?

They can't be human. People just don't do that.

I cry right now not just for those who must be dead but also for them. Because they can't be human. And I'm sorry for them that they're not.

I have to get to bed.