01-31-03 @ 10:25 am EST

I am planning on editing all my items to include passkeys, so offsite readers/nonmembers may view them if they ask me for the passkey. I don't expect anybody to...*BIG SIGH*...but just in case, it will be there. I've already edited Horus...but there's so much more to do...*sigh* And I hate flooding the main pages with my edited items, all at once. When I'm done I'll edit my bio and make it public and unrateable. It will contain links to all of my items, so they can be clicked on, a person can type in the passkey, and away they go.

At least this is what I plan on doing if I don't get all lazy first.

I got 50 more GP on a public review...and 200gp on an anonymous one I offered somebody whose story I've been reading. So that was nice.

I missed taping Inu-Yasha last night because I SET MY F**KING ALARM CLOCK WRONG AGAIN. :*( I really hope they air it a second time; that's the new series I like the most. On the surface it's quite a lot like Manitou Island! Girl falls into a weird alternate timeline, befriends a demon dog(boy), meets a powerful priestess(medicine woman), learns how to fight, goes looking for crystals, etc. See what I mean? I wish that in this day and age of computers, we'd have alarm clocks where like a VCR you can set TWO times or more so I wouldn't keep missing my shows!

And I wanted to elaborate on my feelings concerning God yet again...I'm sorry, I'm trying to figure some things out since it bothers me so much...but I really don't feel like getting into that just now. Maybe later.

I had some very disturbing dreams the past two nights running but I can't remember them well anymore...I was at home and there was a threatening male figure, like a stepfather, who I was running away from. I grabbed the cat, realized I had left behind my hamster (I don't have one), then decided I'd get it later. Everything felt dirty and violent. Yet I was finally putting my foot down and leaving. But I knew he was following right behind me. Maybe with a knife.

There was more but I can't remember it...oh...OH! I remember it now. It was from my actual sleep; the previous one was from my nap. Let me take notes here and I hope I'll remember to type it up later on: Golden-rimmed clouds, strange sky, camera, detained, clouds, getting darker, tornado, gone fast, grabbing Cosmas (freaking out outside), cat carcass, afraid, run inside, Dad?. That's all I can remember of it right now...but it freaked me out, and put me in a bad mood when I awoke, even though I managed to awaken just in time to catch Dragon Ball...unlike Inu-Yasha. *sigh*

Will write more later...tar...