06-09-03 @ 11:29 am EDT

I finally finished proofing Part 6 of the Chronicles, and started Part 16 of RTMI. The first is reposted; the second is of course still in progress.

I worked some more on the AC site and now have the Disclaimer, Site Explanation, Background, Dictionary, Miscellaneous Erotica, and Ameni Chronicles Introduction pages updated for the new layout. I also redid Part 1's page. I'll get around to doing Parts 2-6, as well as the Related Stories and other erotica pages, when I can. The Character List will be a bitch, especially with the new revisions; I will have to go into the profile journal here and update that to reflect the changes, too. Drat it. I wish I'd kept track as I went along rather than sift through the whole thing afterwards. *sigh* I wish it weren't so tedious. I LOVE making out character profiles, but not when I'm not sure what I know about them and what I don't know. With somebody like Damien it's very easy for me to do because almost everything I need to know about him is up here, in my head. It's so permanently mired there that I can't forget it. (I meant to write more about why he's important enough for me to post his happy birthdays every June 6th, but never had the time. Maybe some other day.) It's not like that with most of my other characters. I guess I can obsess only over one person at a time, huh?

*sigh* I guess I'll figure it out somehow, but it will be quite a while.

I wanted to babble more but I'm drawing blanks. :/

I dreamed last night that she sent me two e-mails, and although I got sidetracked checking out reviews and such, I noted that the subject of one of them was "About Silver." For some reason, "Silver" replaced or coincided with Eleven in my dream. ? Why "Silver"? In my dream it made sense and I found myself pondering what Silver could mean and why it was popping up and what she had to say about it. The first things I thought about were the moon, femininity, and water. I wanted to look at the e-mail very much but never got to before the dream ended.

(It's kind of odd to note that "Silver" is the name of one of my male characters who was put through a pretty nasty experience...)

Regarding taking a breath and starting over: I want to do this, very much. I can still think of nothing to say but I'm sorry. :( I guess I'll wait for you to say the first words...

I haven't anything else left to put in a journal entry, so I'll sign off now...tar...