07-03-03 @ 1:57 am EDT

Sorry for the title ploy but I'm testing a theory. To really see if the negatively titled entries do get more hits, faster. The REAL title of this entry is "I Should Sleep More Often." Apologies; I won't do that again. ^_^

Anyway, to get to the point, though it really MIGHT deal with "Bitch Bitch Bitch" somewhere in here...

Sleep really does seem to put things in perspective. There was another little matter (I stress the "little") that was bugging me all night after I got offline, but after napping it feels small again. I find this interesting because I've never noticed it before. Now that I have I've probably jinxed it, but...hm, well. Who cares.

I wasn't going to bring this up until much later but why not! Since I'm not the only one feeling this way, and that's a great feeling, to not be the only one for a change. It looks like my feelers on at least one person were correct.

To sum up some things:

* I told someone to leave me alone, and this resulted in them pestering me even more. Typical behavior for Small People.

* I ignored said someone, and they then claimed I was harassing THEM. Very weird reasoning, but...whatever floats their boat.

* I'm by no means a lesbian, but they claimed I was stalking them because they're a woman...heh heh! 'Scuse the pettiness, but even if I were lesbian I saw their photo and I would not resort to stalking that...

* They claim that my sort is racist and bigoted against their sort, while calling us "infidels" and I have seen them post bigoted entries about other cultures, too.

* I was called a pottymouth, when they had left me notes yelling "Fucking bitch!"

* I deleted said notes because I had that power--ha ha! Plus I don't want readers coming to my journal and finding it littered with that crap. When I again told said person to stop harassing me, they then claimed they'd never noted me because there were no notes there from them, what was I talking about? *LMFAO* You gotta be kidding. "Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence," especially when I have the power to delete notes. They even signed their name to the most recent one. They must think everyone is stupid...in the meantime I see all sorts of notes to them from OTHER members they have pissed off. When that many people are mad at you, you're not innocent.

* I was accused of having aliases, when it's obvious I don't (I already explained my reasoning--does it REALLY look like I'd have the time to maintain so many alternate writing styles and journals when I have Skew to keep up with, PLUS my website building, PLUS my numerous writing and reading projects?--I guess they don't know how to read); then they turned right around and said that THEY had an alias. A private one! They'd already admitted this when laughing at everyone else...sheesh. Pot and kettle, anyone? I believe I know what a private alias would be for...getting around bans that other members use. Tsk tsk!

* They claim no anonymous comments from them but when the style and wording on the comments is always exactly the same, and when they have even ADMITTED they have at least one alias...kinda makes ya think, doesn't it?

* They appear to have finally been caught in a BIG web of lies and now are screaming that they are the victim. Well, you reap what you sow. I probably should not have posted again telling them to buzz off, as I know this just tends to egg harassers on, but it's my right, and everyone else seemed to be doing it too, so I was in good company.

* I said go ahead and post my IP address to prove I have nothing to hide, and was ignored by them; then when THEY were attacked they whined about how somebody should post THEIR IP to prove their case. Whatever! IMO they knew no IPs would be posted and so made that claim to appear innocent. Funny how when *I* offer to have my IP posted it wouldn't be enough proof for THEM, but it's expected to get THEM off the hook.

* They negated that argument anyway by claiming someone had "stolen their IP" to steal their identity...*LMAO!!* I think only a master hacker or something could do that, because to my (albeit limited) knowledge, the IP address is EXCLUSIVE TO THAT USER'S COMPUTER. It doesn't have anything to do with their e-mail address. It's with their Internet ACCOUNT. So unless some weirdo was in their house WITH them, using their account, I doubt this load of bull story...

(Maybe rather than worry about identity theft they should worry about however this weirdo got into their house in the first place...? Oooooooo!...)

* They negated another argument they'd made. They claimed once they don't read updates on the website involved, yet when attacking ME they claimed knowledge of posts I had made in the news section. They even have numerous posts of their own in there. Why post replies in the news section unless you are KEEPING UP TO DATE? They feigned ignorance of site matters when their very own name is on every news update, for everyone to see! Oohhhh, can you say, "Caught!"?

* They alternate between saying they love the website and they hate it and hope it dies a miserable death. You all know what that means...they love it to pieces and can't live without the drama. Me, it gets boring without drama, but I can live without it. They, however, NEED the attention and hence all the stirring up...poor thing. I do pity them, to an extent.

I remember the last time I dealt with someone just like this on a now-defunct website. In the end? That person was thought to be practically insane by just about every other member--paranoid, constantly attacking everyone else as having aliases (even me--and I had defended her, in the past), then signing up ANOTHER alias as--get this!--a psychologist/psychiatrist (she could not make up her mind or else kept forgetting, the story alternated)--just so she could talk between the two of them to try to prove herself SANE! She was very frustrating and annoying, but in the end when I grew more detached I saw how funny and pathetic it all was. And so did mostly everyone else around me. Transparent people are easy to make out. So are Small People. They are also a good source of amusement, once you get over the aggravation. (And yes, I know I misused the word aggravation there, but it's the only one that seems to fit right now. To aggravate = to make an existing bad situation worse.)

Sleep helped me distance myself a bit more, but I'll still post this entry. I've already made it clear that if this person leaves any comments, signed or anonymously, this time I'll leave them up as proof of who is really harassing whom. So whether they note me or not, they lose. I haven't a problem with anyone else besides them, so it would be painfully obvious who's calling me a "fucking homecooking bitch" (at least I CAN cook)...I was called something else, but it wasn't even a word...I love it when people try to insult me and can't even spell it right. *LOL* Oh yes, I was also called a FEMALE BITCH! *LMAO* I don't know whether to be insulted or to chide them for needless repetition? If I'm a female bitch then I'd like to see one of those elusive male bitches. Maybe I should just be flattered instead that they recognize my gender. *LMAO* Anyway...it would be obvious who leaves me the "pottymouthed" notes, and this time I would be PROUD to leave them on my diary to prove my point. I rather wish they WOULD note me to prove me right. They'll be hanging themselves if they do, though. Are they really that stupid? Time will tell. Or they will. ;)

Don't you love the "no-win" situation when it's applied to harassers? I do. I've said it before and I'll say it again: I've been stalked before, at least twice, and those two people were a HELL of a lot more impressive than this Small Person is.

And even after that, I'm still here posting. They did not manage to shut me up; they made me quiet down, for a while, but I didn't shut up. Same holds here. I may get some flak for this entry but after a nap, who cares. My journal, and if they get into a tizzy fit by reading what I say, that just proves...they must really love me!

Awwwww!

(Read them? I only read them because they're so amusing, and I love to see their lies fall apart. I gave them the benefit of the doubt, got screwed over, so it's coming back to them now...and I'm not even the one dishing it. They dished it themselves, from the looks of it. Maybe the Wiccans got it right when they said that what you do comes back to you, threefold?)

Well, if I get rude notes, I'll know who they're from and so will everyone else...la la la...

And I wouldn't give a damn if the webmaster posted all my IP and e-mail address and signup info (except for my password and last name, if I gave that). I even invite him to. I know he won't, as he's very busy dealing with Small People, but I would not care a bit. Meanwhile I know who WOULD care if their info was divulged...this same "I dare you to identify me!" attitude (hollow claims, in Small People's cases) was employed by the nutbar I described above, BTW.

I love being in the right. There's one very good thing about keeping your nose clean, and that's the feeling of superiority you get to flaunt when OTHERS get their noses dirty and try to make you look dirty too. In the end, you will always be safe in the knowledge about who is really wrong and who is really right. A clean conscience is the best thing of all.

I have a very unusual dream I wish to discuss but I guess I'll have to save it...for now I'll say it involved alien abduction, rabbits, the Chinese restaurant, lots of fire, Dad, Dragon Ball Z, multiple takes on a bug killer commercial, and maybe some water. It was very strange. Perhaps you'll find that in my dreams journal instead. That's where it belongs, anyway. O_o

I had black beans & rice soup and it's kinda hitting me now so I have to go...tar... >_<;;