01-18-07 @ 9:37 am EST

My second appointment with New Psychologist, scheduled for noon today:

Cancelled, two and a half hours before I was to see her.

Just because I was KIND OF looking forward to it for once, even though the warning voice told me not to bother. (I really must learn to listen to that voice, since it's ALWAYS RIGHT.)

Right as I was printing out the chapter I finally decided to take to her, even as I told myself she'll have no fucking TIME to read it.

The reason I didn't bring a second chapter to OLD Psychologist the last time...? Because just as I was printing it, she cancelled on me. Well look right here. History repeats itself.

And when have I been rescheduled for? February 2nd. A MONTH after my first appointment with her.

Because I'm so high priority, and all.

Those daily affirmations are SO helpful for the months when psychologists are too fucking busy to see me.